Explaination Needed?

I haven't blogged, returned phone calls or e-mails....
To all, I am sorry. Yes, for a while, things were falling apart. I moved away from my home, resigned from the hospital & basically tuned everyone out that cares about me.
I don't really know what to type (say), except that I am sorry.

In six months I have lost 40 lbs, excited at first, now concerned because that is too much weight too fast. I think (know), I have evaded a nervous breakdown, but only with God's grace I have done so. I am home, settled, a new hairstyle, short and sassy--finding clothes in the closet that actually fit & on the job search. Resumes are out there, been on an interview & mostly, received the best remark of all. "I act & look like myself again." I am beginning a new chapter in my life, I want to be healthy and happy... I know this starts with me acknowledging my problems & the pain I have caused the people I love. I need to be kind & considerate of others instead of being selfish & self-absorbed. All I ask, is to please be patient with me. As I have stated before, I am, & will continue to be a work in progress.

I hope that everyone will understand and accept my apology....... Nana